Jul 30, 2022The Blue Peter“The flag that ships flew when they were about to sail, and it had the pleasing associations of fresh departure, new regions, new creatures of the world, new lives, perhaps new life.” Patrick O’Brian — The Surgeon’s Mate She was always flying the narcissists blue peter: the inviting smile, the…Narcissism2 min readNarcissism2 min read
Jul 25, 2022Sunday at the Coffee ShopI’m trying to sort out what happened. I’m at a coffee shop sitting outside doing doggie foto and having random chats. A woman sits down near me I say Hi politely, What are you up to today. She had been at her spiritual group, about 50 people, focus on unity…Narcissism1 min readNarcissism1 min read
Jul 19, 2022How to draw, paint, cure over-anxiety and religious programmingHow to draw, paint, cure over-anxiety and religious programmingArt1 min readArt1 min read
Jul 17, 2022More Narc InsightsI’m trying to sort out and get used to some insights from a narcissist coach on Twitter recently. Specifically, that the narc women, my Mom and subsequent female partners were/are vast voids that I was trained from birth to fill. Which is impossible to do. He’s such a good boy. …Narcissism3 min readNarcissism3 min read
Jun 27, 2022Willa MitchellI met Willa in junior high and we hung out on occasion. These were not wonderful times for me, I was lonely and vulnerable. My body was changing with no explanations or understanding. I was beaten and abused at home and she and her family offered me a place of…Narcissism3 min readNarcissism3 min read
Jun 14, 2022City of Calgary Killarney Rec CentreI live close so I went there to rehab out of stroke injuries. During the pandemic mandates for shots and masks, the Flu Trux Klan supporters all refused to show up. So its been nice. Considerate people with a sense of social responsibility stayed and we worked out safely. Lower…City Of Calgary2 min readCity Of Calgary2 min read
Jun 3, 2022A Professional Artist and TeacherWhoever controls the art controls the message. Why show in galleries that are bought and sold by conservatives? As soon as the net was invented I went back to formal art school and gained professional qualifications. To show and teach On.The.Internet. Bless Her and all who sail on HerArt1 min readArt1 min read
Jun 2, 2022Religion in ArtJ.J. Charlesworth 30 May 2022 Art Review About many things J.J. Charlesworth is just plain wrong, especially the rationalistic, secular and scientific values being associated with “Arguably, what underpins today’s growing sympathy for occultism is the terminally declining influence of a rationalistic, secular modern worldview that is now associated with the depredations of capitalism, patriarchy and ecological disaster.”Religion1 min readReligion1 min read
May 30, 2022Marriageto a predator Last night I gave away the last remaining artifact of my marriage. It was a ceramic cookie jar wedding present, I’ve hung on to, sitting on the counter silently manipulating me with shame and embarrassment guilt and obligation. A valuable piece of art that couldn’t be discarded. …1 min read1 min read
May 26, 2022Does Kathy Dodd Want To Show Us Her Vagina?A Work in Progress I was/am the victim of smear campaigns here in Calgary by local artist narcissists and gaslighters. I mean all artists here are. For a couple of reasons. Partly because the competition for art oil dollars is intense. …2 min read2 min read